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Confused. I guess that's the best way to describe myself. Confused about life, confused about women, confused about myself. That's why I'm embarking on a new journey into therapy tomorrow. Everything confuses me so much that I am finally (on the advice of friends) going to speak to a professional.

I don't even know why I'm starting this thread. I guess to keep a journal of my therapy sessions. That's probably something (keeping journal) the therapist will suggest to do.

I don't even know if what I write on these threads will be coherent or intelligible or if anyone will read them or even care. Kind of like the Voyager spacecraft. NASA don't know if someone or something will eventually come across it or if something does come across it, even care if they do. But they sent out Voyager to attempt contact and I guess that's what tomorrow's initial therapy session is: my Voyager spacecraft. My attempt at contact and much like Voyager...with whom or what... I have no idea. Confusion, depression, anxiety. Which problem do I talk about 1st?? Which problem is greater?? Depends on the day. I have no idea what to expect. I have no idea what sort of issues, problems, inner demons are gonna come crawling out from the dark corners in my head. But, I guess it's these things along with some answers for these things that I'm looking for.

I'm nervous & I'm scared but I guess that's why I'm going to therapy in the 1st place. Isn't it?