The end and what happened before then.

[Ovidian]

Well. This is a story a true story about alot of it. What I remember anyway. This is the story from conception to death.
There is only one side to the story and there is only this story.

I will not use real names. Except for mine and my friend. He doesn't mind. Nothing in here will be too graphic.

This is what happens when hope is lost. This is what happens when you forget to scream and explode instead.

 

[Ovidian]

Thats the door

It all started when the buzzer rang. I don't mean a doorbell either. The apartment I was living in a doorbell would've cost more than the shower. Where I lived you pushed a button and a huge buzzing sound filled the room.

Then you go and open two doors and let whoever it is in.

I was just finished having sex with my girlfriend when I heard the buzz. I through on my clothes and ran to the sliding glass doors and peered out. What I saw made me smile.

There on the outside peering back was a guy I had hung out with quite a bit, yet hadn't seen in 5 or 6 months. I slid open the door and extended my hand . "Tom", I pronounced it like it was two syllables.

He shook my hand and I asked him where he'd been. When he said rehab I was surprised. We made small talk for a while.

Then I asked him if he hated me. He wanted to know why he would hate me. I told him thats what Jim said. Said he hated me cause I was flirting with his girlfriend, an ex of mine.

He said that Jim was a liar and that I should know better. Then he hugged me. We parted with plans of getting together later on maybe this weekend maybe the next.

When I went inside I told my girl who it was and she asked me where he'd been and I told her. From what I can remember she wasn't surprised.