It doesn't seem to help to just know how I feel but always has to write it. So without finding a beginning and never expecting an end... I give you the middle. :wave:
Damn I have been at this for so long... tryig to find my place in the world of improv, and the little community I have been a visiter for an off and on lenght of time. I have been fighting not really a battle but not really not a battle.
I have struggles, if you will, and it just seems I still haven't gotten anyway, but I have, and I wish I could take the time to pay tribute to one hell of an improv player, a man who makes hope have hope, this guy just needs more respect. I know he won't get it and it pisses me off so bad. He taught me a lot of things and took so many risks on me, I wish I could have paid off sooner. Overall I know no one will ever say thank you to this man but "Thank you!" :up:
Oh shit!!! are you nervious? uke:
I know I am because... FINALLY I HAVE TAKEN A STEP TO THE RIGHT! found the trail, or the road, to my place in the improv world. And for all those who doubted me (which there were many) Here's looking at you - :flip: Did you not get that.. oh I'm sorry let me repeat it - :flip:
Now I know I'm only onthe road to, but I have been running off road for so long this just gets me on a faster route, and places me where I can see the community I have been a repeative visiter. The wolf who stole sheeps at night.
Yesterday I couldn't help but think of the troupe and how they were having a rehersal, like usual, but unlike usual I was invited, I couldn't really make it but it won't always be that way, actually just a week more. I am going to make sure I focus and let myself go. I enjoy just about everyone in the troupe and those I don't, well I'm hoping that changes... Basically I hope improv is ready for me, because I have been ready for it.... :wave: