Suicide Prevention

[Jin]

"What the f*ck are you looking at?" Thoese were the words I thought of when me and my advisory teacher looked at each other. We both had bad vibes comming from us. We knew we hated each other. Im young,hes old. I have spikey,black hair. He has white and he was bald. I think it was a racial thing. He probally didnt like me because im Asian. I have had no idea. I wouldnt have thought that kind of prejudice lived in the Gator spirit. The truth is,I hate what I have to go through 5 days aweek. But I have to,Its the law. :tsk:

A quick review of myself,I live in Houston,Im in the 7th grade,Im a Stalker Trainee and I like long walks in the middle of night stalking girls on the beaches. My hobbies consist of Illegal acts,Anime,Import Cars,Sleeping and Eatting or Drinking randomy things called "Food"

My Hobby/Obessession/Problem/Addicition is to follow girls around in the crowded hallways of my school. Man,AM I glad thoese girls are to scared to tell the teacher or I`d be in big trouble. I`ve always loved the ways of the art of stalking. Dont know why,Hiding in the bushes is the best. Good thing my friend,L has me cover. Hes werider than me. (No,..For Real)

Hmmmmm,...Not much happening today. Uh,I guess we tormented a substitute in 6th peroid. I guess he saw it comming,seeing how he heard us yelling and screaming was a warning sign. Heres a conversation me and him had:

Me:Hell.....o,Whats your name?

Substitue:Mr.M

Me:Mr.M is a dumb name,...You look like a dick to me...

Substitue: My name is Mr.M and please get off the teachers chair

Me:Hey,now,Dick..I thought we were friends...

Subsitute:My name is not "Dick",its Mr-

Me:Hiltler!

Substitute:..Excuse me?

Me:I thought Dick was a dumb name when I think about it,...You look more like a "Hiltler" to me..

Substitute: Go to the office

Man,People just cant take jokes these days. You know? I mean,I gave hima cool name at first and he didnt like it. Then I told him he looked like some one famous I know,He gets pissed off! WTF?!?!

 

[Jin]

BTW...

The Topic "Suicide Prevention" was from a anime/manga online comic called "Shinta and the Sucide Girl" on Sexyloser.com That guy is cool. He inspired me to become a stalker. I now know the True Meaning of "Obsessive Behavior"

This is my favorite Repensentation of the meaning of "Suicide Prevention"

 

[Jin]

A day of Sympathy and Self-Control

Today was a awkward day for me. It isent really a bad day but its not a day to be burned into my brain.

Just today my Chinese Friend (Hes NorthEast Asian,Im SouthEast Asian BTW) had trouble with a girl he liked. This guy,Tai,Wanted to be her friend but the only trouble is that the same girl he liked was afraid of him. Obviously,That cant be good for him. (I know,Girls run up walls to get away from me) I helped him out by talking to that girl. She agreed to be his friend,BUT he has to agree to easy up alil. And not be Scary. (Sympathy,I feel sorry for him,He barley knows english)

And to think,Thats ONLY FIRST PEROID. After First Peroid,We have a Class called "Advisory" The damn class was suppose to be improving our writing skills and help us catch up on some classes. Anyway,I think the School Admin. are a bunch of dumbasses. We have another class thats suppose to be improving our writing skills,I think its called "Language Arts" Not much happened during Advisory,We had Popcorn and Coke. My Advi. Teacher was a jerk about the food. He "forgot" to bring me some. Luckily,I Shared with someone.

2nd Peroid. I really dislike this one. I dont HATE IT,But I find this part of the day annoying. Its "Teen Leadership" I thought this class would be cool and we wouldnt do anything,Boy was I wrong We have to write and give speeches and stuff. I Hate it. Theres this guy name "Chris" who really pisses me off. (Self-Control,I dont really use it cuz I never got into a fight and I dont get really angry enough to start one)

3rd Peroid. Just after I get down from the stairs,my female friend,Lam, (Im not gonna say "girl" cuz you`ll get ideas) is down there waiting for me. Im glad shes there and never sick or absent,I guess she makes my day "Alil" better. If only she was there when im going to every single one of my class.

First off let me say something,FUCK`N A! I fucking hate this peroid. This guy name "Josh",He is just like "Chris" hes only worse. He Stronger,Faster,and Smarter than me. And hes also younger. I swear,by the time I get to Highschool im gonna fucking change all that bullshit. Forth Peroid math just fucking sucks. I hate some of the girls in there. Yeah,Sure,They`re getting nicer now that they know im funny and I can break dance but one is just...GAH SHIT,IM GOING TO THE NEXT PEROID! (Self-Control,No Sympathy here)

Lunch Time,Fuck,Finally. Im glad too,I can just chill out and be with some of my friends. The table I sit is at the "Asian Table" I eat,talking to some of my friends about cars and what were getting when we reach 16. I said Im getting a Skyline GT-R,I got hit for saying what I know is impossible. But,Sometimes I dont talk to anyone. I just put my head on the table and chill out. Covering my head and thinking of "Sarah" My Girlfriend maybe living on the other side of town,but I still miss her. I hope she still isent scared of me. I hate sitting at the table sometimes though,I have to put up with some people ignorance. (I.E.,Q pulling mean,cruel tricks on me)

5th Peroid,Hm...Nother much here. This class is just as bad as any. Its the worde when it comes to you being awake. It impossible to even look at the teacher without you drooling on the desk. Nothing much happen today,another friend,Brian the Banger,gave me a tattoo of "ICP" on my forearm,he said it was gonna last for 2 weeks. Punk ass Skater. SO WHAT IF I CANT DO A KICKFLIP OR A DARKSIDE?!

I have no fucking idea what to think of this next class. Is it cuz I have so many of the kids Idolizing me? I dont know,But 6th peroid is one of thoese awkward class. You really dont know what to think of the class until something good or something bad happens. I dont know,Up until this point in the school day,I dont care anymore. I just wanna go home. We had to talk about "Hunting or No Hunting" I chose Hunting. I ask what we were Hunting,She told us animals. I was Dissapointed at ONLY hunting Animals,If you know what I mean.

7th Peroid,Hmmmm,Usually this peroid sucks,but the teacher was really nice today. Im glad,I wasent in such a good mood anyway. I kinda feel sorry for her cuz we sometimes mess up her good mood. Anyway,Nothing happen during this point since everybodies going crazy,its the last day of school before the Thanksgiving Holiday.

I wish my g/f or Lam was here right now with me. They`d give me hug and tell me everythings gonna be alright. I hope "Andrea" also feels for me also.(To bad I have a phobia of certain girls) I dont feel so great right now,I want to be the tough,strong guy everybody sees me as but what this entry shows you,Im really a shy,sensitive guy. I Dont know why,But Im feeling bad right now cuz of what Q could have done to me.
It just goes to show,Im more Sensitive than other people think. I have more Sympathy for other people than me.