Floor Plan B

spacedani

whipping churl
#1
<blockquote>[size=+1][font=book antiqua, times new roman]Commit yourself to lifelong learning. The most valuable asset you'll ever have is your mind and what you put into it. —Brian Tracy

Get over the idea that only children should spend their time in study. Be a student so long as you still have something to learn, and this will mean all your life. —Henry L. Doherty

There is divine beauty in learning, just as there is human beauty in tolerance. To learn means to accept the postulate that life did not begin at my birth. Others have been here before me, and I walk in their footsteps. The books I have read were composed by generations of fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, teachers and disciples. I am the sum total of their experiences, their quests. And so are you. —Elie Wiesel

The most important function of education at any level is to develop the personality of the individual and the significance of his life to himself and to others. This is the basic architecture of a life; the rest is ornamentation and decoration of the structure. —Grayson Kirk

Give a man a fish, and you feed him for a day. Teach a man to fish, and you feed him for a lifetime. —Chinese proverb

You can get help from teachers, but you are going to have to learn a lot by yourself, sitting alone in a room. —Theodor Seuss Geisel, a.k.a. Dr. Seuss
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Those people are all schmucks. And I believe them.

My best time to draft is between midnight and 4am. Über allen Gipfeln ist Ruh. It’s just “settled” at that time of day. I can feel secure in the knowledge that others aren’t having too much fun while I’m hunched over a drafting table.

Of course, I can think of better things to be doing at 4 a.m. than drafting.

It also becomes problematic when one wants to participate in “normal” society. Especially in the 9 to 5 sector (to which I sadly belong). But I can’t help it; I have always been a procrastinator and a night person. Pressure produces results.

An advantage of going back to school, eleven years after I first entered college, is that I have the opportunity to rediscover my CD collection. There’s so much music (mainly from 1994 to 1997) I’ve been neglecting! Yet four weeks into the semester, I find I’m already exhausting my library.

You can’t just listen to any old CD when you (stand up to) draft at midnight; the requirements are stringent. I don’t make the rules; I simply follow them.

Nothing too fast: it evokes a nervous energy not conducive to the concentration required to be a perfectionist.

Nothing too slow: it’s between midnight and 4 a.m.; can’t fall asleep.

Nothing too demanding; although Philip Glass and the Kronos Quartet are fine artists, they really deserve the respect of an attentive audience.

Nothing too simple: I’m a grownup. I’m doing “smart stuff.” Adolescent pop is annoying.

Nothing too dark: Nick Cave, Peter Murphy, and This Mortal Coil can all have my children, but lusting after them while doing homework isn’t very productive. Nor is lusting after every boyfriend I ever slept with while listening to their music. But that’s neither here nor there.

Nothing too peppy: it’s 4 a.m.; please don’t make me want to slit my wrists.

So with what does this leave me? A drafting table yearning for the subtle pressure of my wrist and the controlled weight of my pelvis, pressing up against its straight, straight edge. And Radiohead.

I’m coming, Sweet Straightedge!
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#2
4 a.m. Notes

Takashi, my Design Studio teacher and the department chair, told us we would lose 10 pounds by the end of the semester.

Now, I’m all for losing extraneous poundage. But I’m also rebellious. When I got my wisdom teeth pulled, I was determined to not succumb to the general anesthesia. Likewise, I’m not going to lose ten pounds.

Granted, I could probably stand to lose them, or at least five, but now that Takashi told us we would, I never will. I eat in defiance and out of boredom—habits I thought I had shed when I figured out how to be hot. Now, during my current de-hottification, I have likely put on an easy 3 to 5 pounds since the beginning of the semester. An impossible schedule, overabundant Genisoy bar consumption, and exhaustion-induced binging are partly to blame. But also, I’m just being bratty. I WILL NOT succumb; I WILL NOT succumb; I will not succumb to the elephant floating on that gate? Oh yeah, it must be Dumbo’s cousin. Hi Dumbo's Cousin! [Hi Danielle!] Dumbo's Cousin, don’t let those crows bully you around. I, for one, think you’re fabulous. Cheesecake? Sure, I’d love a slice.
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#3
design school metaphors for life

There are only so many mistakes you can erase. After a point, you have to either start all over from scratch, or accept the consequences of those mistakes.

You’ve checked your corners, you’ve balanced your lines atop your T-square, and you’ve matched up your borders. But just when you think you’ve got everything perfectly aligned, you realize you’ve been veering 0.5 degrees wrong. And that’s the way it's gonna be.

No matter how heavy your head is, how smazy your sight is, or how barfy your belly is, get it done before you sleep. There’s no guarantee you’ll wake up in the morning.

Drink water.

Get some sleep.
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#4
lilac wine

I have to draft. I MUST draft. If I don't get this drafting done, I'm fucked.

[size=-1]I've been down lately. I think it has to do with not sleeping. And not exercising. And lack of other things, too. Consequently, I keep trying to distract myself from doing the one thing I should be doing in order to distract myself from feeling down: drafting floor plans.[/size]

I think sometime during orientation, someone mentioned keeping your sanity by maintaining balance: adequate sleep (even if it seems impossible, like there are never enough hours in the day, which there won’t be; I know, this is so contradictory), balanced diet, exercise, and yes, sex. Lack of sex is keeping me from doing homework? Seems reasonable enough.

I’m starting to realize that I don’t really like drafting. Can’t wait until the actual design segment starts this week. We get to construct cubes out of illustration board.

Drafting the same ½-inch scale plan that 21 other students are drafting, and have drafted year-in and year-out, really makes one aware of the futility of one’s existence. I feel like fucking Sisyphus. Only I’m not getting any exercise.

Listening to Jeff Buckley isn’t helping with finding a raison d’être, either. Fuck. Me.

2:30. Still have a shitload to do. Jeff, can I visit you?

<blockquote>[font=book antiqua, times new roman][size=+1]Lilac wine is sweet and heady, like my love
Lilac wine, I feel unsteady, like my love
Listen to me... I cannot see clearly
Isn't that she coming to me nearly here?
Lilac wine is sweet and heady where's my love?
Lilac wine, I feel unsteady, where's my love?
Listen to me, why is everything so hazy?
Isn't that she, or am I just going crazy, dear?
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spacedani

whipping churl
#5
personal day

I took a personal day and stayed home from work to draft. But first I have to paint and draw stuff. Of course, I slept until 1:30, so I kind of ruined my day. But there's still time. Especially sans shower.

I expect to be fully stinkalicious by the end of the semester.

Plus, I've now slept enough to be able to pull a couple of all-nighters before Thursday, when this week's project is due.

Takashi asked me last night (in his totally adorable Japanese brogue), "HOW many classes are you taking?"

"Three."

"And you are WORKing full time??"

"Yes."

"Did anyone TELL you that that's IMPOSSIBLE?"

"Yes, you did, during orientation."

[shakes head]

So I'm hoping to get fired, and get unemployment. That's why last week I called in sick and this week I'm taking a personal day. I figure, if I alternate sick and personal days, maybe they won't notice? Oh wait, I guess the point is for them to notice. But ideally, I can hack it until December, get my bonus, and get the hell out.

A positive side-effect of all this staying at home is that my cat, Zeno, is becoming more loveable. He lets me pet him now. And he sleeps on the side of the bed that I never venture into. Cat has replaced man. Nice.
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#6
almost light

To sleep or not to sleep? I think not. If I were to lay my head upon the pillow at this hour, I doubt I'd wake up anytime soon.

When you're drafting, what you think will take half an hour generally takes two hours. "I'll just work on it until I can transfer to vellum," you say (to yourself, because once you're in school deep, you're the only friend you've got).

...And all of the sudden you find yourself continuing to make horizontal lines on tracing paper until voila...time to get ready for the day job.

Speaking of friends, don't enter a design program unless you want to be completely aliened from everyone you hold dear, including your significant other. Two girls from school already had their relationships fall apart, and we've barely finished the first month. My phone hasn't rung in a few days, since I'm not making any effort to connect. This is somewhat of a blessing. There's nothing I wouldn't love more than to procrastinate by shooting the shit with my little brother. But that's a luxury I can't afford. So instead I'll write in my online journal.

<img src=http://www.architectureweek.com/2001/0314/images/11330_image_5.jpg align=left>We have two assignments due in Studio on Thursday: this thing I'm drafting right now, and also a five-minute presentation (complete with illustration board mock-ups with photos and other stuff I have to research) on a famous architect. So I bought a book about Tadao Ando at Barnes & Noble, and will use my firm's color copier to get the requisite images, then return the book for a refund. (They shouldn't charge $45 for a softcover if they don't want people to do this.)

Barnes & Noble is to books what Saks Fifth Avenue is to clothing for actors getting headshots.

The whole deal about alienation is real, and usually, I like it. I'm an introverted recluse by nature. But needing to stay home because of schoolwork can be the downfall of someone like me. I have no reason or excuse to leave the house, other than to go to work. But I should really make an effort to get out; even introverts need other people. Otherwise we implode.

Remind me, why did I go back to school?

To shower now, or to shower later? It doesn't really matter whether I shower at all, since all my clothes are disgusting anyway.

Later.
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#7
spank me spank me cocopop

Drafting assignment finished.

Now I can start my presentation, due tomorrow (today).

I don't think I've pulled two all-nighters in a row since my college days (the first time around). I wrote separate final papers each night, turned in the second one at 9 a.m., speeding across campus like the madwoman that I was (am), to hand in the paper before the end of class. Then I drove back to my dorm room and crashed for about 12 hours.

This time, I get to go play secretary in a law firm instead. And it's not fun like that movie, either; my lawyers (although cute) are no James Spaders, and I don't get spanky-spanked. Sadly.

I digress. This is a design school journal. Tadao Ando, here I come! Spank me!

[Let's just pretend this entry didn't happen.]

Oh, you know what would be really nice? If, like some of the married people I go to school with, I had someone around to cook me soup when I get home at 11 p.m. Someone to say, "Danielle, time to get ready for bed," or "man, you look like shit. Come here, lemme rub your shoulders."

Yeah... [sigh]

skool sux

Oddly, I'm feeling pretty good. My body feels like a dump truck, but I'm in a decent mood. Good Morning.
<blockquote>You build me up then you knock me down.
You play the fool while I play the clown.
We keep time to the beat of an old slave drum.
You raise my hopes then you raise the odds
You tell me that I dream too much
Now I'm serving time in disillusionment.

I don't believe you anymore...I don't believe you.
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spacedani

whipping churl
#8
I got a present

Sometimes, the powers that be reward you with tiny gems that, under different cirmcumstances, you would confuse for rocks.

I was pretty pleased with myself after making it to class with both my blueprint and my presentation. Normally, I'd guilt myself for being late, but man, I made it, and I did my work, and I'm dayam impressed with myself.

I lamely lied down at 5:30 this morning, expecting either my clock radio set on buzz, my little battery alarm clock, or my cell phone's alarm/vibrator to awaken me at 7:30. I woke up at 9:30. The cell phone was under my pillow. I slept through all three. For an hour.

Called work, got there late, had a blueprint made at Union Square on my "lunch hour," (which, having been late, I shouldn't have taken), did a little actual work, and started the boards for my presentation at 4:30 to finish at 6:20. Used lots of company resources, including spray mount, color$copier, and time.<blockquote>Today I didn't even have to use my A.K.
I got to say it was a good day (shit!)
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The gem? At the end of class, Takashi says, "remember, we don't have class on Monday, so I expect to see a lot of sketches as well as some 3D models for our next project, "the cube."

NO CLASS ON MONDAY AND ALL I HAVE TO DO OVER THE WEEKEND IS DRAW AND BUILD STUFF AND NOT DRAFT?!?!!!!

Booyah! Now I can go to practice for musical improv. Last week's name: "Anne Underhook." This week's: "A Herd of Cats." You heard it here first.

And today I made a date with a lovely [not too] young man who's going to cook dinner tomorrow night. Today was indeed a good day.

Oh, and the afforementioned "different circumstances?" Before I started school, Fridays were cool because I didn't have to go to work on the subsequent two days. Many of my weeknights were free to go to the gym or to rehearsal or to dinner--basically what normal people do. So having a "night off" didn't really mean much; I'd end up just filling it with useless pursuits like the internet, fruitlessly trying to convince my cat to love me, or staring at my fish.

Now, this coming Monday is the biggest blessing in the world. It really doesn't take much.

Lesson: if you're not busy, get busy, so that you can feel what it's like to not be busy for a day; if you're busy, convince someone to give you a night off. And use company resources.

Good.
Night.
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#9
pro-cras-ti-na-tion as sa-bo-tage

I'm procrastinating. Read Sugar-Snit's recent journal entries for insight on why we do this. I KNOW I can have the best cube project in the class, IF I invest myself in it. If not, I'll skate through with a B+ just like the rest of my formative education.

I've been listening to the Smiths and Squeeze today. Heartbreak music. Although Squeeze manages this in a more matter-of-fact way, while the Smiths are much more self-deprecating about it.

<blockquote><i>With the way that you left me
I can hardly contain
The hurt and the anger
And the joy of the pain
Now knowing I am single
They'll be fire in my eyes
And a stain on my notebook
For a new love tonight

</I>versus<i>

Last night I dreamt
That somebody loved me
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm</i></blockquote>Usually, the music helps keep me focused and working. There are, admittedly, brief moments of emotional, uh, "turmoil," but then I focus on the job at hand, and there I am, back in the game. "Thinking of my future."

Thinking of my future. That's why I'm in school, yes? There are certain things I want for myself—a career that fulfills me creatively and compensates me fairly, a sense of independence, self-respect and respect from others, bagels with lox, tomatoes, and cream cheese on Sunday mornings, a beautiful home, a family...

...dance class/soccer practice/music lessons/cute clothes/healthy food/a beautiful home/dogs...

I want my kids to have what I only got during one of the four occasions that my mom was married while I was growing up.

Kids. I won't get out of school for another good 3 ½ years. Can a person go to school, hold down a job, and raise a kid at the same time? I can't imagine doing so without support. Is school interfering with my relationships? Do I sabotage them, like I do my schoolwork by procrastinating? What am I supposed to be working on right now? A father to my future children, or a future for my future children? I can't imagine that they're mutually exclusive.

Up the Junction

Back to the cube project.
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#10
Not done yet.

Just called in sick. Still working on my project. Not tired, incredibly; I've caught up on sleep these past couple weeks.

Sometimes I look at the work I do for school and think, "Man, what a useless pile of crap." I mean, it's all drudge work. Even this "cube" project. (It's not just making a cube, by the way. It's a self-contained aesthetic structure inspired by the work of a specific architect, and which fits within the confines of 8" by 8" by 8" in three dimensional space.) After today, it's just junk. Will anything I do ever have meaning?

I've gone through more blades than an inept suicide-attempter. I've got more goo on my hands than an i-porn star. My belly's turnin' faster than a neglected carton of milk, yet I'm still not done.
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#11
I'm fucked.

Midterm in an hour that I haven't studied for.

9 sketches due that I haven't done.

3 blurbs, each about Light, Color, and Harmony, that I haven't written.

I'm fucked and I'm stressed and I hate this stupid, stupid law firm and I need a part time job because I can't keep going like this and why isn't there anyone in my life whose shoulder I can cry on?

Leaping to my doom,
fucked me
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#12
I'd almost forgotten I had a journal on here.

I've been going through a sort of existential crisis lately, which has rendered me almost completely incapacitated. That not only means that I'm a very bad employee, but also kind of a shitty student.

I skipped my Presentation Techniques class last night. The first class I've missed this semester. Not because I was sick or tired or whatever, but because I was working on a presentation for my Design, Color, & Lighting Techniques and Theory class tonight. Also, my teacher for Presentation Techniques is shrewish and cold, so I don't like going. Also, I didn't do the homework, and owed homework from last week, which I didn't have, either.

Not doing homework, or putting it off 'til the last minute, has started to become commonplace. This is bad. This is my life, my future. If I don't do well this semester, I can't get into a regular full-time program, which means no design degree pour moi. It's not that I don't like what I'm studying, or even that I don't have time, but rather a lack of motivation that stems from indifference of the soul. Life has taken on a grayish cast lately. Not much seems to interest me, other than the "why are we here? what's the point of my existence?" sort of questions. And I don't think those are answered by pondering them. The eye cannot see itself. The reason for our existence can only be found through existing, not contemplating. That's my view, anyway. I don't think that if I stare at a monitor scrolling through craigslist, or if I mope around my apartment in my pajamas, that I'll find the meaning of life.

But this is a bigger issue than procrastination or lack of motivation, and I've started to deal with it in ways I won't detail in a design school journal.

So one of the things that makes school difficult is the full-time crap job that pays me decently and has extremely generous benefits (I just found out). I have an interview Friday for a part-time job as a [mainly] administrative assistant to an interior designer. I'd do admin stuff, billing, work with clients, answer the phone, work in the showroom, etc. It pays less per hour, but it would be doing something that might actually keep me inspired to do well in school, and give me time to stop thinking too much about the potentially pointless nature of my trivial human existence.

We shall see.
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#13
mind games: not fun or funny

I've been slipping in school lately. Have two back assignments due in my tuesday class (which I still haven't done), three assignments due on wednesday, and this big project for my studio (monday/thursday) class, which requires me to go to the design building and get upholstry/wallcovering/flooring samples. The design building is only open during the weekday, which makes my dayjob yet another stick in my eye.

I'm not going to work today.

I'm out of sick days, and probably personal days, too. (Only got 5 sick days, since I became perm January 27, not December 31, when I would have gotten 10. BS.) I'm calling in, and maybe I'll have to use one of my few remaining vacation days. I hope they fire me.

BUT, I don't know how much taking a day will actually help. I have to GET my ass to the design building, and like doing homework, that requires planning and motivation, of which I seem to have none. Maybe going back to school was not the best idea for my emotional health? My fear is that I'll never be able to create anything worthwhile in life because my psychological state mandates that I be a vegetable. Yet my psychological state worsens when I'm a vegetable. Civil war of the mind. What the fuck?

Gotta call my manager now.
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#14
school and work are really only a speck of my real problems

The truth of the matter is that I'm falling behind incredulously. I stayed home on Monday to go pick some shit up at the design building (upholstery fabric, wallcovering samples, flooring samples, buttwipes), but ended up staying home. The whole school/work thing has gotten out of hand. I want to walk into Secretarial Manager's office and slap her around a bit, until she screams "part-time!"

That's what I want.

What will most likely happen is that a) I keep coming in late and calling in sick, even though I'm out of sick days, and I'll eventually get fired, b) I keep coming in late and calling in sick, even though I'm out of sick days, and they never fire me, and instead decide not to give me the whopping annual 2% raise that good secretaries get, c) I have a total nervous breakdown and end up on disability, either flunking out of school or doing better in school, b/c I don't have to work, d) I find a part time job.

To a normal person, option d) would seem most appropriate. But I happen to be leaning towards option c). (If I can avoid the breakdown aspect of it, and the flunking out, that would be ideal.)

SO, I won't go into the details of my mental health, because that would be way more interesting and I don't want to be interesting.

<img src=http://www.hypermedic.com/colors/analagous1.gif align=left><img src=http://www.hypermedic.com/colors/splitcomp.gif align=right>Design project: big assignment due Monday, which requires two color scheme boards (one analogous and one split complementary), as well as a floor plan board, but it has to be all nice and styly and presentational. It's a furniture arrangement and two color schemes for a studio apartment, that's what it is, yep.

SO, I'm leaving work at 3 today to head up to the D&D building. Must. Get. Samples.

Wow. How mundane an entry this is. Funny when your mind is on things that seem to be monumentally more important than dumb school or work, talking about dumb school or work just ends up being dumb.

Let's move through mud some more!

This isn't making any sense.

Good thing about studying design: I can't get dressed in the morning like I used to. Now that I know about color, it's like, "I can't wear that shirt with those slacks! That shirt is a tint of Munsell 7 Red, while those slacks are totally bordering on a shade of red-violet."

Serious laundry time.
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#15
late night downtown

I'm still at work. Decided that not only will I get more done here, but also I'll have access to the color copier.

<img src=http://www.isdesignet.com/Magazine/Sept'99/familyfp.gif align=left hspace=10 vspace=5>Working on the floorplan/furniture arrangement. It's a fucking pain in the ass. Drafting bites my poontang.

Sitting here listening to Rick Sylvain on the KALX stream. I used to work with this guy on KALX Live! back in the day. Listening to the station makes me nostalgic. I really miss hangin' out at the station, dj-ing, and Berkeley. Almost makes me question my current choices. Almost.

<img src=http://lyndalankford.com/images/livrmafterz.jpg align=right hspace=10 vspace=5>College radio culture is a bit like improvisor culture. Although instead of "how witty can you be?" it's "how much obscure indie vinyl do you know about?" And although, in my experience, radio dj's tend to be mellower than comedians, they're almost as geeky. Just like improvisors are obsessed with yes-and jargon, dj's are obsessed with indie-music trivia.

I digress.

Interior Design.

I'm still at work. Trying to figure out the best way to draw a large ficus as seen from above in ¼" scale.

Room-temperature coffee awaits.

Absurdity abounds.

edit: I'm still here. It's 7:48 a.m. I'm not done. My hair feels like Crisco. However, it's kinda nice to stay the night at work. It sucks when everyone's leaving around 6 p.m., but after the initial abandonment issues subside, it's pleasant to sit here drafting in these barren halls, with nothing but the hum of fluorescent lighting and streaming radio for company. My poor kitties. Alarm clock must be driving them nuts by now. I have an hour left before I gotta jet for a 10 a.m. appointment. Prospects of finishing before then don't look too great.
 
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spacedani

whipping churl
#16
status

6:59
Got "home" about an hour and a half ago. Of course, work has become home. I haven't been to my real home since I left for work-home yesterday morning. Left for an appointment this morning, ran some errands, and now I'm back. I haven't showered, changed my underwear, my hair has gone from Crisco to lard, and substinance means crackers and seitan.

It's odd leaving work at 9:30 in the morning (the time I'm normally supposed to arrive), and returning at 5:30 pm (the time I'm supposed to leave). It's like I'm trapped in some alternate reality, where I can't get home. Just like that John Cusack movie—what was it? Where he's trapped in NYC all night long and can't get back to his apartment. By the time he's finally in a position to go home, it's 9 a.m. and back to the office time.

Whoa… just had little dizzy-sleepy spell. I'm better now. I've pulled two all-nighters in a row, not like I can't do it again. Although this time, I may have to stay up Sunday night, as well. Three nights? Can it be done? Time will tell.

Still drafting. Bought all these pens at Pearl Paint, but they're not helping.

7:47
can't stand it anymore; fallinga sleeppp
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#17
status II

<img src=http://www.greatgridlock.net/NYC_Images/100.jpg align=left>Still at work. Still awake. My poor cats must be hungry. Every time I think I've finished enough to move to the next step, I find something else that I've left out. I can't smell myself. My theory is that I smell so bad I can't even tell anymore.

Can you get butt/bedsores from sitting on your ass too long?

Listening to a fabulous station. And the dj's have this cute little Georgia accent, I just want to eat them all up. And a cookie. And cereal. And thanksgiving food, which is coming up, so I'll eat that up soon enough.
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#18
home clean home (I'm clean; my home isn't.)

Am finally home. Got here about an hour ago, for the first time since I left for work friday morning. Fed the kitties, fed the fish, fed myself, SHOWERED, made coffee, now I'm here. Finished the floor plan; now all I have to do is the presentation board mock-up, and my two color boards.

I'm definitely gaining weight.

Speaking of which, a big SHEBAM! to Justin for coming all the way downtown, getting me out of the building, and treating me to Pakistani food. Only daylight I saw all day. Only human I had face time with, too. Funny, we both work on the 29th floor of adjacent buildings every single day, yet today, a Sunday, was the first time we ever followed through on our promises to "do lunch." :D

Tonight may very well be nuit blanche numero trois de suite.

This is what took me all friggin' weekend:



edit: 5:30 a.m. and two more hours to go before I have to start getting ready for work. If I focus and don't obsess over every decision, I think I can finish. Or at least enough to be able to finish at work before 5:30 p.m.
 
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spacedani

whipping churl
#19
finally

I just got home from class. Worked on the project up to the MINUTE I had to run out work's door. Miraculously, got to class [just barely] on time and with my project done (touchups courtesy of NYC subway transit time). Not as perfectly as if I had had more time, but not so bad, either. On the color schemes, I got a B and a B+. [An A- is to Takashi what an A+ is to other teachers. #$@&%#!] We have yet to get our grade on the floor plan.

This was a miracle. I rest my eyelids as I type this. For the first time since Thursday, I'm going to bed.

good. night.

:love:
 

spacedani

whipping churl
#20
Fucking B.

[size=+2]Legend[/size]

a occasional table
b bench/ottoman
c coffee table
d magazine rack
e sofa table
f side table
g barcelona chair
h coat rack
i umbrella stand
j table
k bench
l buffet
m linen closet
n closet
o tv cabinet
p ottoman
q bureau bookcase
r sconce
s nightstand
t canopy
u dresser
v refrigerator
w sink
x dishwasher
y bathtub
z toilet


I got a B on the floor plan. And I thought it was the shizzit. I guess anyone who knows anything about drafting could have told me that I would have gotten a B. I mean my drafting was "rough," I put a rug in the foyer, and the buffet in the dining area should have been centered against the wall.

:rolleyes:

Fucking Takashi. He grades us like we're supposed to be perfect, but this is friggin' STUDIO ONE!! None of us had done any of this until September.

Breathe. Okay. I'm over it. After all, I got the best grade in the class. But whatever. Friggin' B.

We got our assignment for the final project on Monday. Fuck. It's intense. It's like 5 times bigger than this last assignment. I don't expect to see anyone until after December 17.

Asked to go part time again today. Was supposed to discuss it further with Secretarial Manager after lunch, but failed to call her because I was working on other stuff (like a writing a client profile for my final project). So I'll go up to 31 tomorrow, sit in her office, and hear the words, "how many days would you like to work, Danielle?" flow from her lips. I'll respond "three," and she'll submit, "okay."

C'est simple.

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