Disgruntled College Students Blog

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dear lil miss n

i know things are hard.....i cannot even begin to fathom how you are feeling right now....just know that i am here for you and i love you....youre my sister and best friend.....

when my friend died last year (about this same time actually) i dont know why but this song always comforted me....

Rise phoenix out of her
twice no one died she said
Blackwing is burning now
Pray mercy find her way

Oh blackwing drown my town
cause I didn't hear her coming
I named a hurricane
dont keep me safe from nothing

the gift she sends to me
a solitary wave
and wings will be my arms
wings will be my legs

Blackwing
Blackwing
Blackwing
Blackwing

I LOVE YOU

love Lil Miss S

 

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boys boys boys

So i just got home after visiting my friend in berekley... wowa.. that boy... i don't understand why he dislikes me, i mean, i only slept with his good friend like 6 times, but he wasn't even talking to me then... hmmm.... at least he's talking to me now, even though it may or may not be too civil...

ugh, i just wanted to write something, so something was up and we didn't turn into losers...

i'll expand later, my head hurts and it's late right now.

nighty night

lil miss n

 

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super slow summer

Ok, so summer has officially started and all, and I have yet to find a job or even something to do on a day to day basis besides nothing.
I know, I'm one of those weird people that has to do something all the time... in which, i should be going to the gym or something along the lines of that, but... i'm soooo lazy right now.... i wouldn't even know how to start.....
which reminds me, i do have a softball game coming up soon. slow pitch softball with tons of old people, it's going to be awesome. however, i can't find my gear... which presents a problem... because i hate using other peoples stuff.... besides the fact that i just looked at the bag of stuff only 4 months ago while i was home...

which is another thing..... moving back home for summer after the first year away to college.... sucks major ass... i have a curfew.... yea... shity.... 1 am on week nights, and we have to check in each night on the weekend if we're not coming home. which i guess isn't that bad, but when you come from somewhere where you didn't have to answer to anyone but your roomies if they cared that much, it's kind of weird to check in with mom again...
plus, i'm a very spontaneous person, and i like to drive to random places just because, when i'm bored... and you can never explain that to a parent because they want set reasons, who what when and wheres.... how am i going to deal!! its just the begining!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
ok, now i'm better... i think.....

so, grades officially come out on monday...... but i know that i passed 3 of my classes.. which is good since i had 6 classes, 21 units... ugh... but anyways, i passed my math class with Credit... got a B in speech, which is very very good becuase the professor hated my guts. And i passed my General Studies class, which isn't hard, with a B or A, I'm not sure yet..... so, hopefully, I got at least a C in journalistic writing, yea that's the class from hell with the professor from hell, who is herself Satin.... I should have gotten an A in ceramics, but the prof in that class got all butt hurt at me because i didn't have all of my pieces with me for the final viewing.... so he might have failed me for that.... and i think i did good on my sociology final, but you never know.. i ended up getting ass the night before, so i didn't study at all... opps..... but that piece of ass was soooooooooooooo worth it!!! :slurp:
oh yea, in which..... I didn't study for any of my finals..... opps... which surprises me that i passed math and speech communications... becuase, wow.. i looked at the first page of my math final, and got lost.. lol, i though i was screwed!!!! and speech.. wow, i didn't study for any of those quizes, and didn't pass most either.. in which the final was worth 150 points.. and somehow, i got an 80 something.. not like that is good, but it's not bad either....

OH!!! in which that piece of ass i got the night before my final... yea, thought he got me pregnant!! yea... and, i had this whole ordeal of taking my Plan B pill, becuase it was at my home home, and i wasnt going home until later, and when i was there i forgot to take it.. so i just let it go, and if i got pregnant i would deal with it then and let him know.... but i didn't thankfully!!! oh my gosh, I am so thankfull. I am being taken care of right now so well... I don't know what else to say but thank you to that higher power, whatever/whoever he/she may be.

well, i think that's enough info for now.. when i get my grades, or if something significant happens before then, you better believe i'm lettin' ya'll know.....
"two fingers like a playa"
peace!
LiL miss N, over n out! :wave:

 

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Lil Miss N is takin' over!!!

So, I've been at home for a week.... and it already feels like a month... oh wait, that's because it IS the end of the month!!! Time is flying by just a little too fast for me, before I know it, I'll be at my college graduation!! Geezzzzz.... Let me have my college fun before you pass us all up!
But anyways... So it seems to me that I will ultimatley be the only one writing in our journal this summer... Since lil miss s doesn't seem to wanna join in on the fun... she's just too good for us i guess.. whateva.. she better come back soon!!
So, I had this interview on Monday for a job. In which it went well, I mean I got hired for a try-out training day.... And I went... OH my gosh! I thought it would be a cool, getting people to join Evironment California and tell them about how Bush wants to chop down the Sierra Nevada Forests.. Yea, sounds great right? Yea, it was, until I realized you go up to people's houses and bother them with it.... Uh Uh.. I hate bothering and annoying people, no matter what the information is... so i peaced outta that place....
So now, I'm on a job hunt, AGAIN......... So in a little bit, I'm going to start working on my resume.... fun fun...my little job fiasco yesterday wasn't that bad, but still......
So...
I'm gonna bounce, we have someone cleanin our house in which is really annoying........ so ya....
have a good one!!!
Peace!
LiL Miss N <---- outta her :wave:

 

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This blows......

So... it's fourth of july weekend.... and I'm not doing shit! Like, I went out yesterday and all, but today... nothing, absolutley nothing!
Ugh, besides the fact, that i seriously doubt that any of you people read this boring as thread.. right? right.... well, the whole point was to keep Miss S and I busy during our boring ass journalistic writing class...
but anyways...

so, yesterday... I ended up dragggin' my somewhat "sister" to this BBQ get together of one of my old roommates.. Which all in all was a waste of my gas and driving time to get there, but it wasn't that bad.. I mean, i felt bad only because my sister had to be there, didn't know anyone and we were bored.. We ended up playing Beruit though, and the only reason why we lost was because we had two cups left and my dumbass had to go and knock one of them over, in which the penalty.... drinkin another one of your cups...... otherwise, we would have won!
then we left and came back to the 831.. lol
we ended up hittin up the Brewery, which was lame, so we left and hit up our normal spot in the village... fun times there.. especially since our guy friend was getting free beers from his girly friend behind the bar.. which is always good, free beer... why not?! but especially last night, when our first beers cost us $10 for 2..... hmmm.... no! what is that shit?! whatever... it all ended up cool in the end... maybe we'll do it again tonight.... ewww.. which reminds me... i need to shower... cause ya.... i smell.. lol, not really though...

but i am outta here!
Have a safe, fun weekend everyone!
Wish me luck for my softball game tomorrow! woohooo!!!

Lil Miss N, over n out! :wave:

 

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Oh snap!

So I spent some quality time with my mom last night and we ended up hanging around downtown and going to see the Charlies Angels full throtle movie... can I say that it was soooooo bad, I cant believe we payed good money to see that shit... ugh..... too much action and unbelievable stunts for that kind of movie, I mean give me a break! but whatever, that tends to happen with those movies.. I mean, we didn't go in expecting it to be great, at all. We knew it was going to be corny, but not THAT CORNY! Oh well, my next movie for the summer is going to be Bad Boys II, because that will be good no matter what.

Anyways.. I'm just wasting time until I have to go to my softball game this afternoon at 2:30... I have a good feeling I'm playing some of the girls that were on my high school softball team. Which will be interesting, since I haven't seen them, let alone them play in a long while. Hopefully, we'll kick their ass', cause my team is actually some what good? Surprise surprise, since I always seem to be stuck on the shity teams..... anyways though.. It's coed slow pitch, which is totally different from fast pitch, obviously.... I have the timing down, thankfully, it's just all these funky ass rules for the girls that are added on to the game because "men have an unfair advantage".. can't we just play the damn game?! I mean, I'm a girl, and playing with special rules for me drives me nuts! I can't stand it... It seems like legal cheating, and I hate that feeling... But oh well, maybe by the end of the season in September I'll get the feeling to play for our shity school team... I mean, we aren't that good of a team, division 3 bullshit and I'm not bad.. so hey, if I know that most of the bitches on the team can be taken, you better I believe I'm going to show them up!

Alrighty.... time to start hydrating for the game!!! Have a good one everyone!!!

Lil Miss N is outta herrr!!!!!!!!!!

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i hate boys right now!!!

So, this guy that i've been "hanging out with" for the past like 8 months is a total asshole, inconsiderate prick... so i deleted his # from my phone so i wouldn't be tempted to text or call him.. since the last time, and every time i do text him, he talks for only about 5 minutes then never responds for the rest of the night, let alone the rest of the week. So i deleted his # and swore off all the boys that have his same name... but, so since i normally text him every weekend asking if he wants to hook up basically, and i hadn't for like a week in a half, i guess he was wondering where i had gone, since he hadn't recieved a text in a while. so the bastard texted me asking what i was up to... so being the bitch i am, i was really mean and pretty much said everything on my mind... now, i will never have to hear from him again... which i don't know if it's good or bad... because i really do like him, and if our circumstances had been different when we first met and what not, we would make a great couple because we're soooo similar and soo different... but then again, it's one of those things that you know would be good and really bad for you.... which is more annoying then not being able to have someone.... ugh!!!!!!!!! And i hate how he doesn't speak up about what he wants... damn boys.,.. i swear, i should become a lesbian and get with my best friend, since she likes me and all.. she wouldn't be as much drama as a boy would... and i mean boy, not guy or man... all the people i know are boys right now, until they can prove different!!!

lil miss N, outta this hell hole for now...

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ugh..........

So the dude......... ugh, making things more complicated then they should be.. I mean, how hard is it to just say what you think?! I mean, i'm totally honest all the time, and it's not hard. in fact, he knows that i'd prefer him to tell me the truth, straight up, no frills and shit. But he continues to not say anything.. Which makes me think that 1. he either is just over responding to me 2. erased my phone # and doesn't know who the text is from 3. still likes me but doesn't want to respond to my text becuase he doesn't want to like me anymore too.....
since i did text him and tell him that I was trying to get over him, which i don't think he took well...... becuase he said he wouldn't bother me again.... which is annoying to me, becuase i know i'm thinking that we could have had something because before we left school we told eachother we could see ourseleves with one another, but that it wouldn't work out right now... and now i'm thinking that it could, but doesn't say anything so it's just driving me crazy... i know i need to get over him and i am trying... but oh my gosh, everything, and i mean everything reminds me of him, or him and i.... ugh!!!!
i need to find a new guy, so i focus on him and forget about the asshole....... wish me luck!

LiL Miss N :wave:

 

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ahh.. so now we know....

So, finally after all this bullshit that started in November, from might I add, him starting... it has been dealt with, and is now over... That dude/ asshole and I, are never speaking ever again.. I hope to god that I will not see him next year at school, even though I probably will... I just hope he doesn't try to act like nothing happened and we're still friends.. Becuase when you piss me off like that, you're written off, you no longer exist in my book and I wont even look at you, and if you happen to catch a glance from me, you better hope it doesn't send your ass to the burning inferno below us. Believe me, when your on my bad side, you better be doing something awesome to get back to the good side, or I will burn anything in my possesion that reminds me of you,get rid of anything that reminds me of something you liked, talked about/mentioned once.. anything that has any little part of possibly being linked to you, will be blown up by a couple of M80's, shot by the shot gun we have access to, or simple will "dissapear" if it's that annoying.. Trust me when I say that you don't want to be on my bad side... Once there, there's pretty much nothing you can do to get back... you don't exist to me anymore, and I wont give you the time of day, unless I have the chance to make your life hell at some moment.. you better believe that I will go out of my way to make you suffer....

Now that I'm done venting..... ahhhh.............. :relieved:

Anyways... I had my first day back at work last night.. It went ok.. I mean, there was new stuff and most of the same old stuff... But it felt like I never left... except that I couldn't work the register... oh well, i hate dealing with that rather then making food... anyways....
physcological services are calling my name.. LoL.. I have a counsling appointment at 11:30, so I need to shower and try to look decent for the rest of the day....
Hope ya'll have a good one!!!

BTW: someone could respond to our posts, I mean... we could care less, write what ya want, talk shit about us, we don't care!! LoL

Bye guys!

Lil Miss N
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a day off...

So I started working on Thursday... I know, I really shouldn't be complaining already, but hey, I've worked there before, so i have some rights to complain.. so i will.....

first off, I hate how the schedule changes EVERY week... so, you can't really plan things with friends, like trips or anything fun.
secondly, your times can change also... Like, I'll give an example..Friday night I worked 2-10pm, and Saturday morning I worked 7am-3pm... ugh.. Now, I work all this week at 6:30am -2:30 pm..... ugh.....
third, some of the people I work with are serious jackass' who couldn't do anything toward helping someone else if they're life depended it!

but, I guess it isn't that bad. Since, I'm really only there for 2 months, until the middle of september and I'm getting payed $10 an hour plus tips... if the stingy ass' want to give me one....

but anyways...... i have to work at 6:30 tomorrow morning, and I know I'm going to run into a problem, so I have to show up a little early, since i don't have a "bank", in which i need to make transactions and run the register.......o, i'm going to sleep early, not this early, but early...
have a good night ya'll

LiL Miss N is out
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Back at last!!!!!!!

So it's been a while since I've posted, well, we've posted.... but anyways..

I've been working, and doing nothing... and I actually finished work last Tuesday!! soooooooooooo excited!!! I dont have to do anything until I start classes on the 25th, well besides a ropes course and move in day for all the little ones at my school.... LOL

but anyways... I have beau now... woohooo.. he's totally awesome, in the Marines and is getting out and finished in 3 months.. He's only in San Diego too and drives back when he has breaks. I wont bore you all with it, so I just wont continue on, but he is sooo great and I just wanted ya'll to know!

anyways....... I have tons of shit i need to do before I get kicked out of school for not paying my reg. fees........

I'll come back sooner this time, I swear!!!!
Bye all!!

Lil Miss N............. :wave: