Disgruntled College Students Blog

[ModgePodgeTwins]

Well another wednesday another day for the Modge Podge Twins to sit around in class trying desperately not to assasinate our teacher....well that and think of entertaining ways to kill ourselves...

Ok let me give a little explanation of us and what is going on....we are two disgruntled college students (oh ah see connection with title!) struggling to maintain sanity between our work, school, and life in general. What makes us unique you may ask....how the fuck should I know?!?!?!? We just want a place to rant. Anyways...we both work at the housing department for our college....and we are both photography majors...right now we are stuck in a god forsaken intro to journalism classon wednesday nights in which we hold a slight grudge against our teacher...

ok the reason why i hate her is the fact that ive written for a prominent newspaper for over 5 years...yet she refuses to look at my work and she cannot accept the fact that i've had a column and she hasn't....oh and the nice thing is that she told me that my writing is a "joke".....nice supportive teacher huh? My theory is that she is a disgruntled bitch who is just bitter because she is a failed writer....but yeah....she wont give me above a C on any assignment because she hates me....well actually she hates both of us....

oh and we're also bitter about our work....we are Community Programming Assistants and we are also bitter towards our bosses because they lied to us and I'm gettin laid off in like 2 weeks....but thats another story....so yeah im done for now....im going to turn it over to the rantings of my comrade and partner in crime....

<3 Lil Miss S

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

college students........... going crazy here!!!

Oh my goodness, here we go!!!!!!
.... So I would be "Lil Miss N"....( we're gonna keep our names outta this so we won't get in trouble with someone we know....... cause that would just add to the bull that we deal with)......
anyways........
I have this big time problem with the school I'm at to begin with, let alone the class that we have to be stuck in from 6:30-10 pm!!!! yuck!!! yes, we did this to ourselves... but we didn't know that our teacher was going to be a pysco bitcha..... I mean, come on now....... Think of your worst teacher or the most annoying older person in your life, multiply it by the biggest number you know of and your no where close to this basket case! First off, her teacher pet sits front row and center, in which she ALWAYS reads his papers, talks to him, makes comments about his papers, asks his opinion about everything, ect, ect. i swear, it's the most disgusting thing you will ever witness........
anyways...... people need to steer clear of her... there is just too much to say about one pysco..... but don't worry... we have like 3 more classes of countless, uninteresting "journalistic writing information" that we happen to already know....
So, the school I'm at... well, to keep it short..... I wasn't supposed to be here. It was my last choice, ended up here because I couldn't afford the private art college I got in to in Savannah Georgia......... So everything that sucks here is just more of a reason for my to hate myself for not applying for more scholarships, being better in high school, doing more leadership things, fattening up resume and making myself look better over all..... why didn't I do this, why didn't I apply there, why? why? why? why? why?!!!!!
but anyways.......

"IN OTHER NEWS...."

Since being here, I have chalked up enough marks into my gone crazy section then any other college freshman I know..... since my first month in school, I have been involved in drama with my group of 21 guys that seem to be interested in me, just wanna get on me, like to mess with my mind, ect.... as well as wonderful drama from home that seemed to follow me, which now includes a major issue that may leave me without a major part of my life within the next 6 months, possibly sending me to countless hours of pyschological counsling, and possibly even causing me to move back home and attend my hometown junior college.....
oh no!!!!!!
as well as shity teachers, roommate drama, neighbor drama, rumors, shit talking, back stabbing, the twisting of the knife, car accident, hospital visits, too little money, annoying co-workers, unresposive co-workers, a stupid ass dress code*(we'll go into detail later), ect.....
life, isn't it a wonderful thing?!
but anyways.......
:wishy:
ok, bye for now!!!!!
:wave: "Lil Miss N"

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

and the bitching continues!

just for the record.....what the hell is up with fuckin brown nosers....I swear some kids in this class have their lips planted so firmly on our teacher's ass that they can taste what she had last tuesday for lunch (sorry for the overly descripted visual) we have lovely charles and some dumb ass whose name i dont care to remember even though hes in 2 of my classes...both these lil suckers just cant seem to kiss her ass enough! now i know that sometimes a lil ass kissin is necessary to ensure a good grade....but when you constantly agree with everything that she writes says whatever..... merg...

oh shes reading our ledes now.....oh wow....she didn't totally diss my lede.....amazing isnt it.....maybe shes trying to kill me

haha ass kisser just tried to diss my article!!!! DUMB ASS!!!!! hes just bitter because he wrote the same topic and she didnt like his lede...mwhahaha hes being pathetic and trying to find anything wrong in mine that he can....hahaha oh ok sorry i just enjoyed that....

IN OTHER NEWS...

Miss N and i just got the shit out of ourselves on our class break! see we're in the basement of this old building...to get up to the floor to get coffee we have to take an elevator....twice now the doors have opened on the wrong floor and its all industrial warehouse looking....like something out of a movie...specifically it reminds us of the matrix reloaded and scares us....like someone is going to jump out and kill us at any moment....

Lil Miss S out...:up:

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

spontaneous human combustion

Lil Miss S's thoughts of the evening....

So yeah....heres my thought....I've been thinking about how I want to die....its not like a depression thing or anything....its just that I figure hey my death is iminent one day.....why not go out the way I want to go out....so my plan of death is to spontaneously combust...see fig A1

A1. :exp:

so yeah spontaneous human combustion just seems really cool....i mean talk about a way to go! literally going down in flames (ohh bad joke). i mean picture this for me...you're standing in a crowded mall....you start to smell a little smoke but you arent sure where its coming from....then all of the sudden KABOOM! the person next to you erupts into flames and all that is left is some charred ankles...pretty cool huh?

or theres my favorite senario...which will be the way i go when i spontaneously combust....im going to grab on to someone i dislike....like oh say my journalism teacher....anyways i'll stand next to them and right as i'm going to combust (trust me i'll just know) im going to grab on to her in a big bear hug and take her fat ass down with me....maybe the brownosers that love her so much will try and use their bodies to smother the flames and end up going down with us....nice :slurp:

see thats how i want to go....i mean if youre gonna go youre gonna go....ive done a lot of research on the subject and i think im on the right track...you need to be stressed (what college student isnt?!?) have a high caffine intake (again typical college stduent) and have stomach problems....bingo thats me! but just incase these arent enough my alternative plan is to swallow a bunch of lighter fluid and a couple of flint rocks then jump around....hopefully i can spark a flame and boom! pretty cool huh?

Lil Miss S out:up:

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

Charles Update

HES DONE IT AGAIN!!!!!

he answered some fuckin re re question that is about such basic journalism and she just started singin his praises because he sucks her ass so much...she even said that he should teach the class!

you know im surprised he can answer anything with her dick so far shoved down his throat.....


Lil Miss S over and out:flip:

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

proof...

that our teacher is truly trying to flunk us....we both got Fs on our last assignments because of spelling names wrong....whats funny is this is how i spelled it "John" and this is how Lil Miss N spelled it "Jon" hmmm we're both wrong....HOW THE FUCK ELSE DO YOU SPELL JOHN?!?!?!?!? arg and there were a couple of other name instances like that....whatever....

seeing as we're probably going to fail the class and since we're losing our jobs....i wonder if charles can give us any hints on how to suck cock...i mean hes so good and maybe he can give us some pointers

ok thats it im done ranting for tonite i swear

Lil Miss S :exp:

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

another day, another freakin $1!!

So I wasted away the whole day today....... doing what you ask? Nothing too productive.......

* Got up late for my class @ 8, in which I had a very important presentation/arguement with a group... come to find out the teacher walked in 2 minutes before me though.......
* Went to a stupid General Studies class that is supposed to help us in our first year, but only drags us along with stupid, un important assignments that take up too much time... Ugh!
* Speech Class.... wow is that a winner......... to be short, the teacher is a pysco, the class is required, and I think I might be failing, so I had to go....
* Midterm in Math class..... not too exciting... but I had to do it... Maybe I pulled off a C..... hopefully..... but for the last one, I got a very high B, so maybe it will balance out my poor job this time....
* Work... making the crapy 8 dollars an hour for doing nothing.. which isnt soo bad.... but doing nothing gets boring really fast....
* Ate majority of my chips and salsa..... mmmmmmmmm
* Now, I have to take one of my roomies to the airport so she can go to Vegas this weekend and have fun, while I'm stuck going to Oregon!! Yuck!!!
* Then, I need to go to ceramics..... to finish off my projects, get a decent grade and kiss my teachers ass a little before he starts to hate me..........
* Go to sleep by........3am???? Maybe..... I dunno.. It is Thursday, and I don't really have to be up until 9am..... <------ (that's late for me!!)
* Oh YEA! score, I'm getting a back massage from one of the RA's... sweeeeeeeettt!!!!! and then maybe a little something something from a neighbor boy....... :angel:
Maybe today wasn't as bad as I think it was....... we'll see... there is still like 3 hours of light, so anything could happen!
Have a good one!

Lil Miss N is outta here........... :wave:

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

emergency emergency kiosk in trouble!!!

MARGLE....

Ok today school was meh....went to photography...but i love that class so its all good...the only bad thing was the slight nervous breakdown...you see im applying for the BFA program and I have to have a portfolio of like 10 good well assembled photos put together for review by the 30th...the problem is they just posted the info! what fuckin re res! i mean do they not know that we have finals and other shit to do?!?!?! anyways i started busting my ass all day in the lab today hopin to get atleast 4 done....well i only got three....then i realized the damn lab techs gave me the wrong negative carrier so it fucked up the border around one of my photographs making it imposible to use! THEN...while i was squeeging (sp?!?!?) off one of my prints it ripped!!!! lordy...so after 3 hours of work and 15 sheets of EXPENSIVE photo paper later....I have one usable sheet....

ON TO WORK/JOB HUNT RELATED NEWS:
Well i was supposed to have a phone interview today for a job working in a kiosk(one of those lil cart thingies in malls and stuff) in berkely (note the supposed part) but the lady called me to tell me it had to be reschedualed...why you may ask....an emergency at one of the kiosks.....

ok now im not mad or anything about having to reschedual the interview....im just wondering one thing....

WHAT THE HELL KIND OF EMERGENCY DO YOU HAVE AT A KIOSK??!?!?!??!?!?!

I mean did it catch on fire? Like did it spontaneously combust or something?!?!?

Or did some re re manage to lock themselves out of it???

Oh or better yet maybe like the break came loose and it started rolling away killing everyone in its path leaving behind a trail of bloody handbags and entrails.......

I can only hope that if i get the job at the kiosk it breaks loose killing everything in its path....well my interview is tomorow...i schedualed it for the same time im at work at my hell job....oh well they can pay me to get interviewed....bastards shouldnt have lied to me!!!

Anyways Im out to work on my finals essays and formulate a new plan for spontaneously combusting...:exp:

Lil Miss S over and out :up:

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

The Search for Moby Prick Pt.1

Call me Shizznale....

Ok so my boy and I started moving into our new appartment today...a kick ass lil studio in Oakland's Laurel district.....now for those of you who dont know let me give u the quick stat...Oakland has the largest black population in the US....now depending on the area of Oakland there are some white people to be found...im not sure though because besides my appartment manager I have yet to see one...

you see i come from a lil town in central California called Bakersfield...for those of you that have ever been there you know wht im talkin about....have you seen the movie Varsity BLues? alright now take that and combine it with Deliverence...yup thats Bakersfield....not a black person in sight for miles......

anyways...my boy and i dont care though...but we decided to have a mission....we are going to search throughout Oakland for the biggest fattest squarish whitest ass person we can find...the great White Whale....we're sure hes out there swimmin around...we've just got to find him....i personally am hopin to find some guy wearing an ascot....hmmmm anyways today the search for White Whale aka Moby Prick........yarg

Till Next Time....yarg
Captain Lil Miss S

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

perks of knowing you're losing your job

Ok so here I am at work....AGAIN.....basically just fuckin around until my better half gets here.....once she gets here the plan is to go around to different buisnesses and drop off letter begging for donation....i told her if we dressed up like Red Cross workers we'd get more anyways so the reason we have to get donations is that our boss and other co workers over spent the budget which in turn means WE have no budget to finish out the year with....so in order to avoid gettin bitched out for not having an end of the year program we've gotto bus tour ass and try and get donations.....so far its not going well.....

.......................

Lately at my job neither I or my better half have been doing much...i mean its our bosses fault they told us like a month in advance that we were losing our jobs.....well me indefinately and Lil Miss N for the summer....ok now if you want to KILL worker motivation this is definately the way....i havent done shit since i found out....i mean why bother? i use all my work time to talk online and lok for a new job.....oh and go out to lunch and shopping and do homework....or whatever else i want to do....plus i can begin the process of ripping off office supplies early :up: Lil Miss N and I have already decided that we are takin the Modge Podge with us (yes i will eventually explain the origins of the Modge Podge) so for now im sittin on my ass drinkin coffee and waitin for Miss N to arrive and for my job interview (remember the flaming kiosk....yeah that one)

NOTE TO SELF: avoid big assed boss today.....im wearing a tank top which is HIGHLY unprofessional....yet the ironic thing is the office workers wear tank tops and nver get bitched out...hmmmm....i dont get it we dont work with anyone but the residents who are all college students and dont give a fuck if we look 'professional' or not....margle

take my advice all....NEVER work for a college!!!! it sucks its just a giant corporation....but with like twice as many people who think they are the boss and you only get paid once a month....plus as a student assistant you cant get unemployment or disability (i had surgery a month ago and was supposed to get 6 weeks paid disability, but since my work wouldnt grant it i ended up coming back only a week after the surgery because i needed money...weak huh?)

oh well my alergies are flaring up and i must finish our letter of begging before Lil Miss N gets here

sveika
Lil Miss S

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

origins of the modge podge twins....

Well i just found out that Lil Miss N is ditching me today and flying to oregon...now as much as i love her and will miss her....its kinda cool cuz that means im on my own today....which means when i want i can head out to 'drop off' letters....which really means i'll drop them off then drive around and fuck around for a while! but itll get boring though without my partner in crime here with me

oh and my work just bugged me again about whether or not Miss N and I have finished the bulletin boards....now whats retarded is the fact that we are both fired for the summer (well like i said i am indefinately but Miss N can come back in the fall if she wants) because they cant afford to keep us. so while we are here they are trying to get us to stock pile bulletin boards for the summer for them!!! what the hell?!?!?!? so we're jsut makin some really crappy lame ones...i dont care i wont be around to see em...

OK NOW WHAT YOUVE BEEN WAITING FOR!!!!
the origins of our name....

Ok who out there knows what Modge Podge is...raise your hands!

:wave: oh oh i do i do!

ok now for those that dont....Modge Podge is an sealant/adhesive substance used in arts and crafts....and as previously stated....part of our work entails making bulleting boards and posters....so we used to use rubber cement....but we ran out....and one day we found the Modge Podge on the shelf and decided to use it....well one of our bossesbegan making cracks about the stuff gives you a good buzz....well we thought he was a re re until half way through workin on the bullentin board we started gettin all giddy and light headed.....from then on we have had several experiences with the Modge Podge....once we were sittin in our boss' office (which is the size of an average bathroom) with the door shut and after a while we both noticed we were light headed....yes one of us had left the lid off the Modge Podge....now whenever we get all goofy our bosses ask us if weve been sniffin the Modge Podge again

oh note: the sparkly kind is the best!!!

we havent used Modge Podge in a while....maybe we should on one of the bullein boards....just for old times but one thing we know for sure....when we leave ALL the Modge Podge is commin with us!!!

now im off to fuck around and beg for donations
adios
Lil Miss S:flip:

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

Lil Miss N missed it!

well after fucking around for about and hour and a half i finally returned to work to find a wonderful spread of free Togos! score....sucks for Miss N!!!!!

Ya know I know they wont do this for me when i leave... bastards!!!!!

On a down note...i had to clean the sink in the rec room today...i swear to god i know where SARS comes from!!!!! there was fucking BLACK MOLD on the dishes!!!! what the hell do people not know how to wash their own dished?!?!?!?!? the fucking RAs and other office workers use the kitchen and dont clean it up so then they make Lil Miss N and i clean it!!!! WTF?!?!??!?!?! Its not my responsibility to clean up after a bunch of incompetent college students who obviously never grew up after they moved out of mommy and daddy's house....

whats really ironic is they all rag on me because once when the sink broke in my appartment we couldnt do dished for 2 weeks and when they FINALLY came up to fix it they bitched me out about it being unsanitary!!!!! Look ya re res....when you cant do dishes for a couple of weeks of course they are going to pile up!!! so now they rag on me constantly about if im keeping my appartment clean!!!! then they have the nerve to make me clean up their mess!!!!! i swear this world is full of alot of incompetent morons....we jsut seem to have a higher concentration

Lil Miss S out :exp:

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

Oregon.........

Ok, so I'm in Oregon.... in which I did bust out of there and leave poor lil miss S to be all by herself... however I know she enjoys herself when she's by herself, cause that means that she can do whatever she wants and not try to account for two people leaving to "drop off fliers"......
anyways... sad on the whole Togos thingy, but hey, I had this bomb ass Monte Cristo Sandwich from "The Rock Bottom", in which is a bomb ass brewery in downtown Portland Oregon..... mmmmm good!!!

anyways......

sorry lil miss S... i thought you knew, it was written on the board in our lovely boss' office.......


well, have a safe, good Memorial Day Weekend!!!!!

Lil Miss N is outta heerrrrrrr..........:wave:

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

comcast is the devil

ok i'd just like to point out that comcast digital cable sucks ass....i mean for the last 4 months ours has been broken and the bastards wont fix it.....so whatever i put up through it....then i called to cancel it yesterday....and of course they tell me they can come pick it up on friday between 8 and 5:30.....yeah thats real fuckin specific! thank you very much

Lil Miss S out:tsk:

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

I'm a Statistic!!!!

OK, so I just got back from Oregon like an hour ago..
Since then I've hung out with my neighbor who remembered to pick me up we ended up sharing some ice cream out of our GALLON AND ONE QUART bucket of Cookies N Cream.... Good stuff man, good stuff.... LOL

And I just finished off my cereal and an english muffin.. I had "dinner/lunch" at like 4 today, so what I just had was my actual dinner.. Considering the fact that the only thing I ate before my "dinner/lunch" was some left over chocolate covered peanuts...mmmmmmm... healthy I know.....

LoL, But I need my strength, and alertness since I am now driving home in like 5 minutes, which is an hour and half away.... hmmmm.... why? Because the 'rents' wanna see their "long lost daughter"..... blah..... lol, anyways........

It's been a long, unproductive weekend.... well, except for all the whole alcohol consumption part........ That's the good stuff... for a day I forgot about all the things that are making me stressed here in CALI...... rrggggg... now I have a stack of HW and Laundry to tend to.......
AND I DIDN'T EVEN GET ANY IN OREGON!! WHAT IS THAT?!?! GEEEZZZZZZZ.......

Just in case you all wanted to know..... I NEED SOME!!!!! :mope:

Anyways......... I should bounce outta here.....
Lates!

'LiL Miss N' :wave:

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

worst night..... ever

For the record, I'm having the worst night in my life right now.....





LiL Miss N

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

not doin to much better

Im sorry hun im not doin so well today...i am pretty much all moved in to my new appartment....and well i got to school today and when i went to go into the photo lab....guess what....I LEFT ALL MY NEGATIVES BACK IN OAKLAND!!! now what sucks is that my BFA submission is due on friday....plus i have an essay due thursday....plus i have an interview today at 430.....yeah fun....erg....i just want to crawl into a hole and hibernate for the summer....

:exp:
Lil Miss S

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

Moby Prick Pt 2

Arg....after living a whole weekend in Oakland the search for Moby Prick looks good! we have had several spottings of white wales....yet no Moby Prick....we did see a family of Bottle Nosed Preppies.....the couple was pushing their young in a stroller on MacArthur.....we shall continue the search....yarg

Arg
Captin S

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

I dont wanna grow up, I'm a toys r us kid!!

I sooo wanna go back to high school!!! I miss being with all of my close friends, not having to worry about anything, playing sports and being thinner!! hehehehe... If I could do it over again, you better believe I would! I wouldn't go to the same high school though, I would have transfered for my junior and senior year to the preppy, rich high school across town... In which probably would have given me more opportunities in the long run for better colleges, sports and friends.
But I'm not bitter about my actual experience in high school, at all... I mean, I learned a great deal in high school, far more then anyone else will probably deal with in their entire life; my best friends good guy friend died from Lukemia my freshman year, I had ACL reconstruction and my uncle died my sophomore year, one of my friends died from Lukemia that the family was unaware of the begining of my junior year and then I was left and raped by two of my "friends" one week before prom. I was in 2 car accidents, my parents had been going through a separation and my mom and I had moved in and out of our house. My senior year my best friend betrayed me by hooking up with someone that I was hanging out with after specifically telling her to not hook up with him. She then came out to me stating that she had liked me for two years and was bi-sexual. Those are the big things. I also was dealing with pysc. problems in which caused my mom to take me to a counslor. I was doing "self mutilation" and now have a scar across my left wrist where I cut myself. Now, from all of the shit that I have experienced I am normal. I have gone to counsling for 2 1/2 years now, inwhich has helped me through sooo much. I am a big advocate of every person having some who is bound by law to not say/repeat anything that is said between the two of you to anyone else without consequence. Whether that be a friend or an actual counslor... mine, thank goodness, is not that bad, she lets me vent and just listens... that, itself has kept me sane. And now that my dad is dieing, and let me tell you that he is only 42, I'm only 19, my brother is 17 and mom is also 42.... we're too young to be losing someone of that significance in our life......

I wanna be 12 again!!!!!!!!!! Life is too hard for me right now... i don't know how i'm going to deal.........


well, work calls.... i'm almost outta this hell hole of a place!!

Lil Miss N, over and out..................

 

[ModgePodgeTwins]

good bad and funkay

im sorry hun...i know how you feel to an extent....i would give anything to go back in time and be a freshman in high school again....i mean think about it....talk about golden time!!! you dont have a job you dont really have to worry that much about school...all you have to worry about is sneaking out of the house and passing your drivers test!!! pretty sweet huh? I think the ataris said it best...
being grown up isnt half as fun as growing up is...these are the best days of our lives...the only thing that matters is just following your heart and eventually youll finally get it right...

i dunno i think it fits pretty well.....

AWAY FROM DEPRESSING STUFF (well for the moment)
alright update on me....still disgruntled....still broke....still in college.....but upside.... I GOT A JOB!!! i start today working at a kiosk in a mall....pretty sweet huh? atleast im getting away from this soul crushing job....ya know what i dont get....our boss overspent our budget so we dont have enough money to buy ANYTHING for our end of the year party....but i found out she bought pizza and other crap for the RA trainin....kinda screwy huhh? anyways....im leaving this week.....hopefully by thursday...

BACK TO DEPRESSING STUFF...
ok talk about feeling like im still in high school....drama with a friend....ya see i have this really close guy friend...and yea ive known that hes liked me...but whatever he knows the feeling is not mutual.....anyways we're alwys really close....but now ive realized whenever he starts crushin on a girl guess who gets thrown aside....me!!! example: i moved about 20 minuntes further away...and because ive been busy with school and moving i havent seen him much for the past few weeks....hes seen this girl every night since he met her a week ago...no big deal....except for he and i planned to go to Great America yesterday and kick it....cool beans right....well that was until he talked to her and decided that they were going on a date that night....no biggie again...figured wed hang out at GA until like 5 or so....WRONG....he gets a call from her around 2 or something so we jet out of there....ohhh burn.......i mean shes a really sweet girl and i want them to hook up but common dont ditch me out aight....it makes me feel like what im not really his friend....im just some bitch he keeps around till he finds some girl....its like he did this before about a month ago with this other girl (whom i warned him not to fool around with oh well...what do i know) and i chewed his ass out saying he was being a dick and shit....i dunno i guess it didnt really go through the skull too well.....

so heres my list of how NOT to be an ass when your best friend is a girl and you start hookin up with a girl (go that?)
1. dont try and hook up with her and the friend if they are both crashed out in your bed....not cool
2. dont try and hook your friend up with the girl...if i want to eat da fuzzy clam ill do it on my own damn time...thanks
3. when talkin to your friend on the phone...dont constantly talk about the other girl every five seconds! its not like im not happy for you...its just i dont want to hear about how perfect her tits are or how nice her tounge stud is every 45 seconds....i already know how you feel about her i dont need to be constantly reminded....
4. oh yeah plus it doesnt help the ol self esteem when u keep saying its been so long since you knew a girl that was cute and nice....hmmmm so am i a bitch or an ugly bitch....
5. for the love of god dont ditch out your friend for the girl...i mean its totally cool to want to spend time and get to know this new girl....but when you already have plans dont cut them short with the friend you already had plans with....but then again i can see the point...why hang out with a chick you know youy arent getting any ass from?

k thanks

Lil Miss S away :tsk: