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May 5, 2003
Well Im here back in Yuma...hopefully where I belong. Went and got more stuff from the store so wed have some things to put my shit on. I really feel, at home here...or at least starting too. I guess things with Tina *Christina* arent going to go as well. She normally stays out of my way and I stay out of her's. Her new boyfriend is married but awol from his job and wife...wonderful huh...I dont know she has a thing for younger guys. Anyways, gotta go check on clothes.
Well Im here back in Yuma...hopefully where I belong. Went and got more stuff from the store so wed have some things to put my shit on. I really feel, at home here...or at least starting too. I guess things with Tina *Christina* arent going to go as well. She normally stays out of my way and I stay out of her's. Her new boyfriend is married but awol from his job and wife...wonderful huh...I dont know she has a thing for younger guys. Anyways, gotta go check on clothes.
Saturday May 10, 2003
I couldnt stay in the apt much longer so I went driving I made it half way to Phx. Then got a lil tired so I came back. I saw a shooting star on my way home the first one Ive seen in like 10 years. Trinas a lil upset with me for just taking off she doesnt understand its what I do. What I have to do, in order to stay sane...haha thats a big joke now isnt it. But yeah Tina is really starting to upset me. I stay out of her way as much as I can. But yeah its always the little things that drive me INSANE. Andys going to take me out on a date tomorrow night. Trisha is out of town, family reuion in Vegas. So me and Andy caught up a little bit. Things seem a little bit better, but we'll see. But yes I thought writing some of this shit down would make me feel better but I dont know if its working. So Im going to go now.
I couldnt stay in the apt much longer so I went driving I made it half way to Phx. Then got a lil tired so I came back. I saw a shooting star on my way home the first one Ive seen in like 10 years. Trinas a lil upset with me for just taking off she doesnt understand its what I do. What I have to do, in order to stay sane...haha thats a big joke now isnt it. But yeah Tina is really starting to upset me. I stay out of her way as much as I can. But yeah its always the little things that drive me INSANE. Andys going to take me out on a date tomorrow night. Trisha is out of town, family reuion in Vegas. So me and Andy caught up a little bit. Things seem a little bit better, but we'll see. But yes I thought writing some of this shit down would make me feel better but I dont know if its working. So Im going to go now.
Sunday May 11, 2003
*Sigh* I hope things are going to get better around here. Andy and I went to go play pool last night. It was fun, I kinda enjoyed being able to get out for a while like I used to. But yes, Bryan helped me get WinSCP2 so I can download things with hacked like Unix which is kinda cool since he never explains anything like to me for that long. Ever! To anyone! And he didnt get all pissed off and just stopped talking to me. Wow. Trina and Sabrina are at their mom's doing there Mothers Day thing. Trina took me to get movies so Id have something to do while everyone was gone. And I ended up falling asleep in bed. And Tina's PO, was knocking banging knocking on the window. So I woke up and started to walk to the door and Tina told me it was her PO and to tell him she wasnt here. So I said she was at her sisters I think. But I dont think he believed me, I think he saw her peeking her head around the concer. But its her ass not mine. Until he goes to the office then Im going of here and on my ass somewhere.
Oh and I had this really weird ass dream that my parents just showed up with all the rest of my stuff and I was trying to explain why my bed and shit were in her room. But they didnt really seem to care but I was still freaking out. So Trina's mom said we'd talk about it all the next day. And like the first time they came down they left Abby with me, but I didnt know that though I heard knocks on the door but no one was there. But it was only a wk after and Abby had nothing to eat or drink and then they left Tasha with me too. And they said nothing it was all really werid. I dont understand it but yeah. Dreams are dreams. Just wishful thinking on my behalf. I know.
*Sigh* I hope things are going to get better around here. Andy and I went to go play pool last night. It was fun, I kinda enjoyed being able to get out for a while like I used to. But yes, Bryan helped me get WinSCP2 so I can download things with hacked like Unix which is kinda cool since he never explains anything like to me for that long. Ever! To anyone! And he didnt get all pissed off and just stopped talking to me. Wow. Trina and Sabrina are at their mom's doing there Mothers Day thing. Trina took me to get movies so Id have something to do while everyone was gone. And I ended up falling asleep in bed. And Tina's PO, was knocking banging knocking on the window. So I woke up and started to walk to the door and Tina told me it was her PO and to tell him she wasnt here. So I said she was at her sisters I think. But I dont think he believed me, I think he saw her peeking her head around the concer. But its her ass not mine. Until he goes to the office then Im going of here and on my ass somewhere.
Oh and I had this really weird ass dream that my parents just showed up with all the rest of my stuff and I was trying to explain why my bed and shit were in her room. But they didnt really seem to care but I was still freaking out. So Trina's mom said we'd talk about it all the next day. And like the first time they came down they left Abby with me, but I didnt know that though I heard knocks on the door but no one was there. But it was only a wk after and Abby had nothing to eat or drink and then they left Tasha with me too. And they said nothing it was all really werid. I dont understand it but yeah. Dreams are dreams. Just wishful thinking on my behalf. I know.
Tuesday May 13, 2003
Yay, for lying for Tina! I had to tell her P.O. that she wasn't here, because her "boyfriend" was here. And she cant be around him because of his record. Oh yeah and he stole my shoes, he said he was going to borrow them for an hr if that...and its been a couple of days now. And now I dont want them back they look all worn in and everything. And icky I dont like the thought of someone else someone I dont know sweating in my sandles...sorry not my cup of tea. Oh yeah and I hate my dad! Stupid man made me a chick and now Im all in pain and shit. And I should be out looking for a damn job. Because my time is almost up, and I dont know what to do. To much damn stress, between the job thing, and the Tina thing I think Im going to go insane. And I want to talk to Trina about it, I mean I should talk to her about it. But I dont think she sees' it the way I do. I think they have their own thing going on. And Im not in that and to be honest I dont want to be in that...no way no how. But yeah, Trina is letting her get away with all this shit and yeah Tinas older than me, and can make her own choices. But now its my ass on the line and sorry Im not going to stand for the same shit that Trina doesnt not that kinda girl. Im sick of sticking my head out for people who want to cut it off. Not gonna play that game no more.
Same shit with Sabrina, she wants to hang out with me and have me take her places, and let her drive my car. And then the second that Tina's around its fuck Stacy. And sorry not gonna happen. Just like she wants me to take her Penny's as in go pick it up and drive out to foothills and then drive back, not have lunch or dinner with her. Just be her little tax cab. Just like when this weekend rolls around if she wants to come over here then Trina or her mom can drop her off. Unless I get some gas money or something. Im just so sick of this shit of always feeling like second best.
Trish and Andy and I hung out most of yesturday that was pretty cool. Emilie is really cute, and the baby in the belly is going to be another girl. So if I ever need a guy for a baby I know who to go to...Andy for girls. Trisha's dad took Ms. Hoagland on the trip to Vegas...I thought that was kinda funny but a lil weird. I think Im going to go downstairs for Buffy tonight...if Trish is at her apt. *sigh* I just dont want to do around here. I still dont feel like Im home...I think Im always going to feel like a guess no matter where I go unless its at my parents house or my own apt. Ive been sleeping on the floor lately. This morning I slept in the living room on the floor with my cramps I just need something hard to lay on. Ok well Im going to get off this now.
Yay, for lying for Tina! I had to tell her P.O. that she wasn't here, because her "boyfriend" was here. And she cant be around him because of his record. Oh yeah and he stole my shoes, he said he was going to borrow them for an hr if that...and its been a couple of days now. And now I dont want them back they look all worn in and everything. And icky I dont like the thought of someone else someone I dont know sweating in my sandles...sorry not my cup of tea. Oh yeah and I hate my dad! Stupid man made me a chick and now Im all in pain and shit. And I should be out looking for a damn job. Because my time is almost up, and I dont know what to do. To much damn stress, between the job thing, and the Tina thing I think Im going to go insane. And I want to talk to Trina about it, I mean I should talk to her about it. But I dont think she sees' it the way I do. I think they have their own thing going on. And Im not in that and to be honest I dont want to be in that...no way no how. But yeah, Trina is letting her get away with all this shit and yeah Tinas older than me, and can make her own choices. But now its my ass on the line and sorry Im not going to stand for the same shit that Trina doesnt not that kinda girl. Im sick of sticking my head out for people who want to cut it off. Not gonna play that game no more.
Same shit with Sabrina, she wants to hang out with me and have me take her places, and let her drive my car. And then the second that Tina's around its fuck Stacy. And sorry not gonna happen. Just like she wants me to take her Penny's as in go pick it up and drive out to foothills and then drive back, not have lunch or dinner with her. Just be her little tax cab. Just like when this weekend rolls around if she wants to come over here then Trina or her mom can drop her off. Unless I get some gas money or something. Im just so sick of this shit of always feeling like second best.
Trish and Andy and I hung out most of yesturday that was pretty cool. Emilie is really cute, and the baby in the belly is going to be another girl. So if I ever need a guy for a baby I know who to go to...Andy for girls. Trisha's dad took Ms. Hoagland on the trip to Vegas...I thought that was kinda funny but a lil weird. I think Im going to go downstairs for Buffy tonight...if Trish is at her apt. *sigh* I just dont want to do around here. I still dont feel like Im home...I think Im always going to feel like a guess no matter where I go unless its at my parents house or my own apt. Ive been sleeping on the floor lately. This morning I slept in the living room on the floor with my cramps I just need something hard to lay on. Ok well Im going to get off this now.
Tuesday May 15, 2003
Well, the last esp. of Dawson was on last night. And Buffy is next week. And I can't help but feeling like a time in my life is ending. As much as I'd hate to admit it...I was one of those girlie girls. Tuesdays night Id be at Trisha's house watching Buffy. Then on Wednesdays either Meredith would come over to my house or I to her's. But yeah I've been watching those show's this they first came out. So for 7 and 6 years...and they grow up as we did. Ok so in TV land so a little faster but you get the point. But yeah its like its time to put that behind me, and just grow up. To put away all my childish toys and do what I have to do to get to the point Im suppose to be at. Where the hell that is I have no fucking clue no one came me a rule book. But yeah.
And last night Trina and I stayed up till about 2 230 (cant really remember right now) at Trish and Andys. That was fun playing "Battle of the Sex".
Though they were cheating Trina was on Andys side...damn double hitters! jk. But yeah things kinda feel like its back to normal but more grown up if that makes any sense to anyone besides me. But I really should getting ready to go find a job. But I dont know if Tina is done with the bathroom so Ill just go brush my teeth and wash my face and yeah...wish me luck!
Well, the last esp. of Dawson was on last night. And Buffy is next week. And I can't help but feeling like a time in my life is ending. As much as I'd hate to admit it...I was one of those girlie girls. Tuesdays night Id be at Trisha's house watching Buffy. Then on Wednesdays either Meredith would come over to my house or I to her's. But yeah I've been watching those show's this they first came out. So for 7 and 6 years...and they grow up as we did. Ok so in TV land so a little faster but you get the point. But yeah its like its time to put that behind me, and just grow up. To put away all my childish toys and do what I have to do to get to the point Im suppose to be at. Where the hell that is I have no fucking clue no one came me a rule book. But yeah.
And last night Trina and I stayed up till about 2 230 (cant really remember right now) at Trish and Andys. That was fun playing "Battle of the Sex".
Though they were cheating Trina was on Andys side...damn double hitters! jk. But yeah things kinda feel like its back to normal but more grown up if that makes any sense to anyone besides me. But I really should getting ready to go find a job. But I dont know if Tina is done with the bathroom so Ill just go brush my teeth and wash my face and yeah...wish me luck!
Thursday May 29, 2003
Well, things are things I suppose. Trina's car got broken into the other wkend. And we spend the night at Trish and Andys playing games all night I think we finally went home around 5 or 6 all I know is the sun was up. And Sabrina had to go somewhere with her friends (which I love...we have to take her everywhere with us, but nooo she doesn't invite us to do anything with her and her friends.) Just like this wkend she wants to go see Finding Nemo which I kinda want to but...I just dont feel like seeing that now. Id rather see Wrong Turn or something else. I dont know I just feel so damn blah. And Im trying to rebluild Trinas cd collection and wow its taking me a very very long ass time. I just dont know if things are getting better or worse sometimes.
Well, things are things I suppose. Trina's car got broken into the other wkend. And we spend the night at Trish and Andys playing games all night I think we finally went home around 5 or 6 all I know is the sun was up. And Sabrina had to go somewhere with her friends (which I love...we have to take her everywhere with us, but nooo she doesn't invite us to do anything with her and her friends.) Just like this wkend she wants to go see Finding Nemo which I kinda want to but...I just dont feel like seeing that now. Id rather see Wrong Turn or something else. I dont know I just feel so damn blah. And Im trying to rebluild Trinas cd collection and wow its taking me a very very long ass time. I just dont know if things are getting better or worse sometimes.
Tuesday June 17, 2003
FUCK THE WORLD. I think that’s the new way I want to start looking at things. So many people are out to there to take you and just fuck you from left to right. It’s not even that its YOU its just your someone willing to give them an inch and their willing to take a mile. That’s all there is to that. Which is what really sucks about this world. Trust is gone. Just about all of my friends at one point in time or another have done more than stabbed me in the back they’ve taken out my heart and burned it. And in some case I do mean literally. Just sit back and watch the streets next time your driving. Everyone is in a hurry or a rush to get somewhere but where? What is the big fucking deal, in the end do you really want to end up there? Do you really want to be where you have to be or do you just have to? In most cases the answer is going to be “No”. But we still act like we’re the most important person in the world and only our needs really matter. And its not just teenagers the older you get the more you feel that other people owe you. Owe you what? What on earth could a total and complete stranger owe you? I don’t know maybe Im just at an age where the more I look around the more I go “What I fucked up world we live in” Yeah you have to have to good with the bad. But do the scales really even out? For ever wrong is there a right. And how come that wrong isn’t righted? Should that it be the way it works. Or am I just being all idealist? ARGH it just seems to be the word for the month.
FUCK THE WORLD. I think that’s the new way I want to start looking at things. So many people are out to there to take you and just fuck you from left to right. It’s not even that its YOU its just your someone willing to give them an inch and their willing to take a mile. That’s all there is to that. Which is what really sucks about this world. Trust is gone. Just about all of my friends at one point in time or another have done more than stabbed me in the back they’ve taken out my heart and burned it. And in some case I do mean literally. Just sit back and watch the streets next time your driving. Everyone is in a hurry or a rush to get somewhere but where? What is the big fucking deal, in the end do you really want to end up there? Do you really want to be where you have to be or do you just have to? In most cases the answer is going to be “No”. But we still act like we’re the most important person in the world and only our needs really matter. And its not just teenagers the older you get the more you feel that other people owe you. Owe you what? What on earth could a total and complete stranger owe you? I don’t know maybe Im just at an age where the more I look around the more I go “What I fucked up world we live in” Yeah you have to have to good with the bad. But do the scales really even out? For ever wrong is there a right. And how come that wrong isn’t righted? Should that it be the way it works. Or am I just being all idealist? ARGH it just seems to be the word for the month.
well shit i dont read in here anymore do i?
oh yeah todays the 8th of july
i got a job so im still in yuma yay me. im working at a flower shop. its ok i guess. they ladies i work with are a little crazy and the age difference is kinda bugging me. their all in their 30's 40's with kids and husbands and then theres me a 20 year old who cant spell worth shit. and names are where im horrible at. i cant spell and i have to take orders over the phone and in person and on the phone when i ask people to spell things for me they kinda seem like well why? like today i got a call to send flowers to a karyn i would of wrote karen so there is a point. but people are just stupid. and god damn its so freaking slow. i dont get to do arrangements i just work the front and phones. oh and cleaner. today thats all i really did i think i took maybe 5 orders and thats emails and wire-ins. and i get to look forward helping with statements. oh yeah and i had to help re-wire the new back up battery. and oh my fuckin god! they had 4 power strips all connected to eachother with other things in it. and she wanted to put the battery into one of the strips with would of shorted out the whole fucking place. and the pluges were the dirties thing ive ever seen. im talking dust thats been there for like at least 2 or 3 years. im surprise nothings happen to their system yet. but yeah they're ok i guess a little loud for me at times. and they swear more than a football team im sure *i know thats a crampy thing to relate to but i just woke up so work with me here* but yeah so now im swearing a little bit more. mostly i just get my work done and then ask what else i can do. today i just tried to keep myself busy. which i did for a couple hours till i ran out of things to organize. which i guess is good but bad. now i know where shit is, but now i dont have anything to do for the rest of the week. but hey 5.50 an hour not bad to start with and something is better than nothing at all right now. and my bills i should be able to make all of them these month plus i hope to have a little bit more on the side for new clothes (pants). thats if i dont have to help trina with her bills. because of her new cell phone and not cancelling her old one, and credit card and asp and phone and rent and her fucking dog. oh yeah i bought her a dog and fucking little shit head if you ask me. shits and pisses on everything and takes up all the bed and wakes up to fucking early. i did get myself a cat (both were from the pound) but i had to take her back. she just was on all kinds of crack and didnt like to be held or anything like that. i felt really really bad for having to take her back. i made trina go do it from me. oh yeah and if anyone has a snoring problem that you know of...you should really use breath right strips. they really do work. but yeah i should go play with shithead while trina makes dinner yay we're back to dinner at 10 or really eating around 11 again. i liked it better when she stayed home only i dont make enough to do that. so yeah we have to stick it out and start looking for a new apt. well yeah
oh yeah todays the 8th of july
i got a job so im still in yuma yay me. im working at a flower shop. its ok i guess. they ladies i work with are a little crazy and the age difference is kinda bugging me. their all in their 30's 40's with kids and husbands and then theres me a 20 year old who cant spell worth shit. and names are where im horrible at. i cant spell and i have to take orders over the phone and in person and on the phone when i ask people to spell things for me they kinda seem like well why? like today i got a call to send flowers to a karyn i would of wrote karen so there is a point. but people are just stupid. and god damn its so freaking slow. i dont get to do arrangements i just work the front and phones. oh and cleaner. today thats all i really did i think i took maybe 5 orders and thats emails and wire-ins. and i get to look forward helping with statements. oh yeah and i had to help re-wire the new back up battery. and oh my fuckin god! they had 4 power strips all connected to eachother with other things in it. and she wanted to put the battery into one of the strips with would of shorted out the whole fucking place. and the pluges were the dirties thing ive ever seen. im talking dust thats been there for like at least 2 or 3 years. im surprise nothings happen to their system yet. but yeah they're ok i guess a little loud for me at times. and they swear more than a football team im sure *i know thats a crampy thing to relate to but i just woke up so work with me here* but yeah so now im swearing a little bit more. mostly i just get my work done and then ask what else i can do. today i just tried to keep myself busy. which i did for a couple hours till i ran out of things to organize. which i guess is good but bad. now i know where shit is, but now i dont have anything to do for the rest of the week. but hey 5.50 an hour not bad to start with and something is better than nothing at all right now. and my bills i should be able to make all of them these month plus i hope to have a little bit more on the side for new clothes (pants). thats if i dont have to help trina with her bills. because of her new cell phone and not cancelling her old one, and credit card and asp and phone and rent and her fucking dog. oh yeah i bought her a dog and fucking little shit head if you ask me. shits and pisses on everything and takes up all the bed and wakes up to fucking early. i did get myself a cat (both were from the pound) but i had to take her back. she just was on all kinds of crack and didnt like to be held or anything like that. i felt really really bad for having to take her back. i made trina go do it from me. oh yeah and if anyone has a snoring problem that you know of...you should really use breath right strips. they really do work. but yeah i should go play with shithead while trina makes dinner yay we're back to dinner at 10 or really eating around 11 again. i liked it better when she stayed home only i dont make enough to do that. so yeah we have to stick it out and start looking for a new apt. well yeah
aug. 5 2003
well job is going good. they hired a new driver how's lived here for all of 4 months and does know where 4th street is...which i may add is the street where our business is located!!! *shakes head* freakin blondes i swear man. that and shes more their style loud drinks parties all that good shit. oh yeah and country while i just stand there and do my own thing. and let them do theirs i dont find all their jokes as funny as they do and they just arent my style i guess you could say but i get along with them. ok i should change that i get along great with dawn and ginger its deedy and jamie (driver) that its just like wow a little too much for me. deedy man she loves to say "he say" or "i say" or " you say" when repeating things. and the woman is like the spelling bee champ. but she cant talk. while im the flap side i can speak better than write really. but yeah and i got shit done today that deedy didnt even know how to do. dawn and ginger both went to san deigo for the wkend for dawn and wk for ginger but i was like yay for stacy!
trina and i are getting along great. bills are going better now that i have a job im thinking about sending some money for now that i have a hundred to spare. grandma is living with mom and dad now. yay for them i wish them the best of luck. but her little shithead of a dog already pissed on carpet the first night they got there. and mom took her dog and put him outside because she was sleeping in till like noon or later like always and mom went to school to paint her walls. and she came home and my dog was outside ok tasha is 12 years old she can barely see and walk and hear and shes putting my baby outside in the summer heat. yeah new mexico isnt as bad as here but still. heat is heat. no matter how you look at it. i really havent talked to anyone in a while no ryan or mike or trish and andy. so it feels kinda werid getting into thsi whole work thing but im doing good i got it down now. i can do almost everything but quote prices from the book which yeah how can i when i dont know how much flowers really right. write more in a sec.
well job is going good. they hired a new driver how's lived here for all of 4 months and does know where 4th street is...which i may add is the street where our business is located!!! *shakes head* freakin blondes i swear man. that and shes more their style loud drinks parties all that good shit. oh yeah and country while i just stand there and do my own thing. and let them do theirs i dont find all their jokes as funny as they do and they just arent my style i guess you could say but i get along with them. ok i should change that i get along great with dawn and ginger its deedy and jamie (driver) that its just like wow a little too much for me. deedy man she loves to say "he say" or "i say" or " you say" when repeating things. and the woman is like the spelling bee champ. but she cant talk. while im the flap side i can speak better than write really. but yeah and i got shit done today that deedy didnt even know how to do. dawn and ginger both went to san deigo for the wkend for dawn and wk for ginger but i was like yay for stacy!
trina and i are getting along great. bills are going better now that i have a job im thinking about sending some money for now that i have a hundred to spare. grandma is living with mom and dad now. yay for them i wish them the best of luck. but her little shithead of a dog already pissed on carpet the first night they got there. and mom took her dog and put him outside because she was sleeping in till like noon or later like always and mom went to school to paint her walls. and she came home and my dog was outside ok tasha is 12 years old she can barely see and walk and hear and shes putting my baby outside in the summer heat. yeah new mexico isnt as bad as here but still. heat is heat. no matter how you look at it. i really havent talked to anyone in a while no ryan or mike or trish and andy. so it feels kinda werid getting into thsi whole work thing but im doing good i got it down now. i can do almost everything but quote prices from the book which yeah how can i when i dont know how much flowers really right. write more in a sec.
August 19, 2003
I had to drive today Jamie the new driver. *shakes head* she's one crazy son of a bitch. I mean she should be on a couple different meds. But yeah about today, she called because her dog fell out of her truck what a puppy is doing in the back of a cab truck I dont know. But yeah she had to take it to the vet yesturday so I had to driver yesturday too. And she called at 9 this morning to say she has to take the fucker back to the vet. And when she was done she'd be in. But noon rolls around, and no Jamie. So Stacy is stuck driving, which is fine I dont mind really. I kinda like it more I get to sit in an air conditioned car and the day goes by faster. And I'm getting better at this whole driving thing I can find things better now. But I dont know I was just having a emotional day or something. My car didn't start this morning, I think I ran over a chipmonk. I got to see the wonderful Mr. Robinson at the funeral service. At least he was already in the casket. But I dont know after my last run the foothills. I just wanted to cry Deedy gave me shit ass directions like always I dont think she likes me much which the feeling is the same on this end. But yeah I had to call mom and she called dad who called me and told me how to get to the place I needed to go. And I got back and I just went to the bathroom and started crying and Deedy didnt even look at me. She just sat there and told me to make some nets for boots and corsages but then when I got up to do it. She told me nevermind, then told me to call "my friend" back and tell her to come pick me up. When I just got off the phone with Trina to not pick me up till 5. Then someone came in and so I had to take that even though all she was doing was sitting on her fat ass. GRRR I dont know just the shit she does makes me upset sometimes. Shes all high and mighty when it comes to spelling. But she talks like a red neck from Texas or something. And I quote "them dogs they love their mama." them!!! ARGH! I dont know. I talked to my brother the other night. His doing some pro-brono work something to do with catacombs and some child abuse lawer. I dont know but dinner is ready and my cat is meowing her head off. Oh yeah Trisha had her baby girl Abby, on the 22 she was 7pounds and 3 oz. shes so cute she likes to fall asleep in my arms
now I have a baby to spoil because Trina took over Emmers. on her. But yup yup yuppers
I had to drive today Jamie the new driver. *shakes head* she's one crazy son of a bitch. I mean she should be on a couple different meds. But yeah about today, she called because her dog fell out of her truck what a puppy is doing in the back of a cab truck I dont know. But yeah she had to take it to the vet yesturday so I had to driver yesturday too. And she called at 9 this morning to say she has to take the fucker back to the vet. And when she was done she'd be in. But noon rolls around, and no Jamie. So Stacy is stuck driving, which is fine I dont mind really. I kinda like it more I get to sit in an air conditioned car and the day goes by faster. And I'm getting better at this whole driving thing I can find things better now. But I dont know I was just having a emotional day or something. My car didn't start this morning, I think I ran over a chipmonk. I got to see the wonderful Mr. Robinson at the funeral service. At least he was already in the casket. But I dont know after my last run the foothills. I just wanted to cry Deedy gave me shit ass directions like always I dont think she likes me much which the feeling is the same on this end. But yeah I had to call mom and she called dad who called me and told me how to get to the place I needed to go. And I got back and I just went to the bathroom and started crying and Deedy didnt even look at me. She just sat there and told me to make some nets for boots and corsages but then when I got up to do it. She told me nevermind, then told me to call "my friend" back and tell her to come pick me up. When I just got off the phone with Trina to not pick me up till 5. Then someone came in and so I had to take that even though all she was doing was sitting on her fat ass. GRRR I dont know just the shit she does makes me upset sometimes. Shes all high and mighty when it comes to spelling. But she talks like a red neck from Texas or something. And I quote "them dogs they love their mama." them!!! ARGH! I dont know. I talked to my brother the other night. His doing some pro-brono work something to do with catacombs and some child abuse lawer. I dont know but dinner is ready and my cat is meowing her head off. Oh yeah Trisha had her baby girl Abby, on the 22 she was 7pounds and 3 oz. shes so cute she likes to fall asleep in my arms
now I have a baby to spoil because Trina took over Emmers. on her. But yup yup yuppers