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A mind traped within a self-erected chaos.

A mind lost within a self-erected chaos.


I question life daily, and daily life has questioned me: What is your purpose? – Do you contribute any thing substantially valuable to society? – Your friendships are few, and lesser even in quality. – Where do you fit in, no job, few friends, and even worse every attempt you make to better your way of life ends in failure.

As I am tempted by the offerings of the ultimate escape, I wallow in what is slowly developing into rock bottom. My fear is that I can only prolong the inevitable, with blood from my cuts to comfort me by night, and drugs by day. Life is progressively growing unbearably harder to stand. I fear the ultimate escape that I long to embraces.


Scott
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